“YOU ARE ALWAYS GOING ON ABOUT BEING GAY/IT”.A CATHARTIC( {NOT VERY}CONTROLLED :p) RANT.BY STEVEN BENSON

CAVEAT! This is NOT addressed to any of my friends/partner lol; take it psychosociologically if you will:)

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They say

Repeatedly:

“You are

Always

Going on
about

Being

GAY”

{MY Capitals}:

 

I am GAY;

Proud of it;

No apol-

Ogias; no

Qaulifications.:
It is a crucial and important and intrinsic part of who I am (call me an identarian,I dare u:P); nor is it the whole of me; and SO WHAT if it were {subjunctive! this gay knows his grammar!}

FUCK YOU {plural}…..

You just

Do not

GET it.

I am a person

(as are u;

I and Thou};

I am also

A GAY MAN and

Psychologically

Androgynous

{Look it up!They are called dictionaries:P}

FUCK YOU.

————————————————

I care for

My friends and

Partner;

THEY care

For

ME.

Who cares?

—————————————–

Climb back

Into your

CLOSETS! OK< STOP< STEVE> H O L D  O N

I DO have

SYMPATHY to

Internalized

Homophobia;

But I cannot

HOLD

Projection (and

The risk of

Introjection)

Any

More.

——————————————–

Actually, lgbtq+ is a

Vibrant, multifacetted culture  -cf. “How to be Gay”(Halperin, 2014)an  only SEMI-ironic critical analysis of “stereotypes”/stereotypes, and how we all have the right /choice (unless we live in an evilly homophobic land) to reclaim or (re)-appropriate them: OR NOT: “gay identity and its discontents”; “homosexuality and its closets”(just 2 of the chapters).. Take opera, disco, the caring professions, musicals: or LEAVE them; upto you;  I am I, and you are YOU, whatever clothes you pick  to dress your individual psychology. Embrace, reject….Make your OWN decisions.

Safe space has

Been HEWN
out of

HETERO

NORMATIVITY

{dictionary  if needed!}

By myself

and Others;

For YOU.

Do not

THROW it

In my

Face!

—————————————

I am

Angry:
FUCK YOU

____________________________

Oh, I forgot: I LOVE

J E R E M Y  C O R B Y N

 

 

 

 

 

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ENTHUSIASMS: CLASSICAL MUSIC, ESPECIALLY OBSCURE ROMANTIC COMPOSERS; BACH/HANDEL LITERATURE, ESPECIALLY THOUGHTFUL, WELL-WRITTEN(STYLISTICALLY)NOVELS W G SEBALD WALTER BENJAMIN THEODOR ADORNO(JUST BEGINNING!) AESTHETIC PHILOSOPHY GAY MEN'S WRITING;QUEER THEORY STIMULATING DISCUSSIONS(EMOTIONALLY AND INTELLECTUALLY) GOOD RICH THICK ESPRESSO MICHAEL PONTI SPRITUALITY/LIFE'S "AURA"(BENJAMIN), WHATEVER TRANSCENDENTAL THING YOU WANT TO CALL THIS MEMORY-the elusiveness thereof. LOST TIME AND AN ATTEMPT AT ITS REDEMPTION(NON THEISTICALLY/RELIGIOUSLY)
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One Response to “YOU ARE ALWAYS GOING ON ABOUT BEING GAY/IT”.A CATHARTIC( {NOT VERY}CONTROLLED :p) RANT.BY STEVEN BENSON

  1. decayetude says:

    Thx, Gill; glad u liked my rant 🙂

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