“TERRA (IN)COGNITA”.LITTLE GREEN BUS , PART ONE. BY STEVEN BENSON

It seemed as though I had traced a zigzagging, rhizomatic path,as today I travelled: from one of my (re-claimed) homelands, to my childhood home; and to that strange, elusive, liminal territory wherin I had sojourned for a mere five and a half, dislocating months…all in ONE day.

It seemed impossible-unless through the reconstructive process of the VERBAL tracing itself- to trace, or keep a grasp on, my journey, which catapulted backwards upon itself, a mirror of the rambling trajectory of the little green “Hail and Ride “173 bus, wending its tortuous yet blythe way via the byeways of Mossley Hill and Sefton Park:- to deposit me (though not in such a sedimentary way as rocks!) at a lamp-post adjacent to my new and, hopefully, permanent home. It was a symbol of my psychological and physical life journey(hitherto); it meandered, it changed direction, it jacknived back upon itself; it seemed, like myself, to re-invent itself, with slight gradations and changes- some imperceptible- as it went…

To arrive: at an urban wildlife arena: big duck-like birds, of unknown(to me) provenance, a wild parrot(glimpsed), multifold squirrels: these all in one tree! Ducks sat, ingenuously, on the (ex?) little Council estate, as if on a village green; yes, ducks….

—————————————————————-“Sanctuary” in name; sanctuary in reality: it remains to be seen; certainly, a haven for wildlife!.

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And all the big birds of Sefton Park sang, as the little green bus stopped, unwontedly, in Livingston Drive South… No-one got on and I got off:.. at a lamp-post!

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ENTHUSIASMS: CLASSICAL MUSIC, ESPECIALLY OBSCURE ROMANTIC COMPOSERS; BACH/HANDEL LITERATURE, ESPECIALLY THOUGHTFUL, WELL-WRITTEN(STYLISTICALLY)NOVELS W G SEBALD WALTER BENJAMIN THEODOR ADORNO(JUST BEGINNING!) AESTHETIC PHILOSOPHY GAY MEN'S WRITING;QUEER THEORY STIMULATING DISCUSSIONS(EMOTIONALLY AND INTELLECTUALLY) GOOD RICH THICK ESPRESSO MICHAEL PONTI SPRITUALITY/LIFE'S "AURA"(BENJAMIN), WHATEVER TRANSCENDENTAL THING YOU WANT TO CALL THIS MEMORY-the elusiveness thereof. LOST TIME AND AN ATTEMPT AT ITS REDEMPTION(NON THEISTICALLY/RELIGIOUSLY)
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One Response to “TERRA (IN)COGNITA”.LITTLE GREEN BUS , PART ONE. BY STEVEN BENSON

  1. decayetude says:

    Thanks again, Gill:)x

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