FEELINGS BASED POEM:”YEARNING AND ILLUMINATION”

Is this

All there is:

This

Intermittent

Yearning

Longing

Hiraeth..

A la

Recherche..

And medical

Mistakes and

Wrangles..

Yes, sometimes..

Let it out,

Like in this

Poem.

……………………………………..

BUT

There ARE:

Courses and books

Friends

Music

Espresso;

Autumn

Sunlight

Streaming

Tentatively

Through the

Window of the

(half)

Illuminated

Cafe

………………………….

And the

GNAWING

Anxiety:

That too

Can be

Managed…

Carpe diem

Seize the

Epiphanies….

 

 

 

About decayetude

ENTHUSIASMS: CLASSICAL MUSIC, ESPECIALLY OBSCURE ROMANTIC COMPOSERS; BACH/HANDEL LITERATURE, ESPECIALLY THOUGHTFUL, WELL-WRITTEN(STYLISTICALLY)NOVELS W G SEBALD WALTER BENJAMIN THEODOR ADORNO(JUST BEGINNING!) AESTHETIC PHILOSOPHY GAY MEN'S WRITING;QUEER THEORY STIMULATING DISCUSSIONS(EMOTIONALLY AND INTELLECTUALLY) GOOD RICH THICK ESPRESSO MICHAEL PONTI SPRITUALITY/LIFE'S "AURA"(BENJAMIN), WHATEVER TRANSCENDENTAL THING YOU WANT TO CALL THIS MEMORY-the elusiveness thereof. LOST TIME AND AN ATTEMPT AT ITS REDEMPTION(NON THEISTICALLY/RELIGIOUSLY)
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3 Responses to FEELINGS BASED POEM:”YEARNING AND ILLUMINATION”

  1. Merry says:

    Thank you, Steve, for the lovely poem — and for the new word “hiraeth.” Now I feel a bit melancholy, but that’s not a bad feeling. Much love, Merry

  2. Klara says:

    Nice to see your poems are back! I liked ‘the (half) illuminated cafe’ – makes me think of autumn and how the light outside changed so quickly in the last two weeks.

  3. decayetude says:

    Thanks Klara, Merry and Gill. Love Steve

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